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Your love inspires me

Your love inspires. Hardness of the way

Exasperates the feeling – gently, fondly

Illuminating a prosaic day,

Your tenderness thrives and redoubles only. 

Your every gesture ties forever tight,

At sight of you, the senses come alive —

The flame of love burns through the dismal night,

And plays with colors making heart connive.

The time of losses passed away for you,

Eons of love are waiting at the gate.

With every glance the fondness grew and grew

Intensifying with the high bit rate.

You are the air current for each other,

So requisite for unimpaired breath

The severance is locked and yet another

Its chance is banned, your home being blessed.

The Wyrd sends often gifts that may be rough,

You care, lenify, preserve, maintain —

You cherish the fragility of love

Ambivalence will never rule and reign.

I take your every turn as an afflation,

A surge of strength, and consolation dew —

Sagatious fate forms up the foundation

So be it be love infrangible for you. 

God sends renewal for the loving soul,

And stands by love – undamaged, true and whole.

I’m true to Love and Love will stay

What I condemned my mother for —

For what I didn ‘t know yet,

I did not understand before

That forty, is the age to get 

The best of love – and even more

And wished to keep that chance in store.

The lesson taught, the lesson learnt,

My fate had caught me in the nets

I fell in love – I do and don’t

Feel getting late as pattern sets.

It’s like a breach of holy right

To be together – close by.

To hold his hand and sing all night…

Time has been wasted? – No, why?

I was with someone else, and played

Another woman’s saintly role,

I did not look for love, I stayed

So focused on erratic goal. 

Then marriage, troubles and routine

Without quota – same as other —

Just grin and bear, soft and clean 

Put up with that or vanish rather!

But life — it brought me twists and turns,

Complacent world I valued high —

The one who passed that swamp – she earns,

Forgiveness and relieving sigh.

The theaters have driven off  —

They started their worldly tour.

I no longer feel like dwarf —

Vivat! I’m back, no longer poor!

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My love has found me, 

I have and always had a faith in it — 

Love works the miracles for free,

It’s blessed by God and so sweet  

My mother – thank you from my heart,

You never pushed the things too far,

I took decisions where to start,

And where to fling the doors ajar.

I’m just so proud of you today –

I’m true to Love and Love will stay.

Write more and more with prelibation

Write more and more with prelibation,

Let light nepenthes swirl around,

Describe with tender inspiration,

The country house newly found, 

Your only love, your kids and kin,  

The morning dreams and daily round,

Your every wish and every whim.

Write in the letters day by day

About him, who fills your heart,

Your amity, the sparkling ray

That brings your living close to art.

Write with the fondness, evolute

The record of his gentle soul,

As if composing a whole 

And liquid melody for flute.

Don’t rush the time, trust Me, and let

You both read from leaves of love!

You are so fortunate – you met

Now just repose long enough. 

Imbue the heart with flaming fuel

Let troubles shrink and melt away 

He will keep up your love — the  jewel

That you have found – love will stay. 

Love is salvation of the soul,

My dear Daughter hold off on,

Get stronger, char your inner coal  

So that the old thorns could burn.

And then approach him again,

Exempt of doubt, free of pain.

Then you will write the novel that

You planned to write as he had said.

He is my son, much-loved and dear

With soul radiant and fare,

It’s sore and sensitive, I fear, —

It’s his and Mine, with pains to share. 

He looks for Me, for guiding path,

I am all set to plane his way —

I feel the same, I know I must

I gave my word without sway.

Will you remember me and build

Your house on secure rock 

So neither storms nor frosts may chill

And sweep apart your clan and stock.  

All Happy couples cherish love —

The remedy for any grief

This secret is as sweet as dove —

The cherished love defeats mischief.

I will protect your evermore, 

Take care of each other well,

You are My dream, my mind’s core,     

Just listen to the things I tell.

I tell the truth that cannot fade,

I lend support, my help is strong

But High in Heavens plans are made

I’ve just been waiting ages long,

Rely on Me and don’t dispute,

YOU touched Me with your whole heart,

Now I’m with you and aim to suit

The day and age in every part.

And there will be advice for you, 

And never love will fuse in blue.

My hero, my precious, best benign

My hero, my precious, best benign

What shall I do with my unruly self?

We’re now standing just before the line.

This line is the border so hot,

I want to cool it – here, on the spot.

There was a time I was in rush,

And so, sleepwalking. passed you by

But caught your glance – it made me blush

You were in love – that made me fly.

Your glance was like the glance of moon,

Wait, look at me, forget the pains,

I fell in love and very soon

We walked the skies and challenged planes. 

Don’t go away – I’d love you stay,

Just want to talk to inner you,

But things, alas, won’t go my way —

You’ll leave – the time so quickly flew. 

You are a husband, someone’s man,

You hold the password to the gate,

An you will come and come again

To sacred tenement of fate.

You want to stay on with your wife,

And love her to your dying day.

So it will be – I won’t strive,

I shall abide and keep away.

And let the light in darkness shed.

And she will notice in you,

There can be no one instead,

So loving, caring and true.

Oh, how hard it is to write

And even harder let you leave,

But time has come, the time of plight,

For you to flee, for me – forgive.

Your family I cannot brake —

My throbbing heart will stop and leap.

My tears run, it’s not a fake,

My love is passionate and deep.

My love is different, it spreads

Wthout edge beyond the word,

On wreckage of my will it treads —

I want it stay like hand-fed bird.

I want to look at you once more 

And kiss you gently all the night,

I want all back we had before.

You moved me, cut me to the heart,

And you deserve my tender passion

It will forever live in art,

In the concealment and confession.

Just give me that soft-hearted hug,

Press to your chest so close and strong,

There is an ocean in snug,

And so subtly silenced song.

I’ll always miss you so much,

And how your look so deep in me.

I lose susceptiveness to touch,

And dive and feel completely free.

You know what I’m driving at

I value you as priceless treasure,

But love your family and let

That love be your exclusive pleasure!

And let your wife to warship you.

For years coming, ages due.

Take care of your tender heart 

He faunt of love, it splits apart.