{"id":4086,"date":"2025-03-14T08:24:55","date_gmt":"2025-03-14T08:24:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ru.thevoicesoffriends.com\/vof\/?page_id=4086"},"modified":"2025-03-14T08:34:06","modified_gmt":"2025-03-14T08:34:06","slug":"%d0%bf%d1%80%d0%be%d1%81%d1%82%d0%be-%d0%b4%d0%b8","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/ru.thevoicesoffriends.com\/vof\/%d0%bf%d1%80%d0%be%d1%81%d1%82%d0%be-%d0%b4%d0%b8\/","title":{"rendered":"\u041f\u0440\u043e\u0441\u0442\u043e \u0414\u0438"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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Country: Belarus<\/strong><\/span><\/p>

I’m 30 years old, I’m an Eglish teacher. Currently I’m studying a new profession. I have many hobbies, most of all — words in different languages \u200b\u200band how to use them, cars and motorsports, TtRPGs (tabletop role-playing games, I am a master) and computer games. I have been writing since I was 15.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t

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\u041e\u0442\u0440\u044b\u0432\u043e\u043a \u0438\u0437 \u043b\u044e\u0431\u043e\u0432\u043d\u044b\u0445 \u043f\u0438\u0441\u0435\u043c \u201c(Self)Love<\/em><\/strong>\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>

  1. \u201cAccording to Stanislavsky\u201d<\/span><\/li><\/ol>

    \u00a0<\/p>

    I wanted to touch you<\/span><\/p>

    With everything and doesn’t matter how<\/span><\/p>

    With my eyes — just looking at you,<\/span><\/p>

    With conversations to touch your soul<\/span><\/p>

    Because it seemed so beautiful to me.<\/span><\/p>

    With compliments — to touch things you don’t like about yourself<\/span><\/p>

    I really wanted you to see yourself how i see you.<\/span><\/p>

    To touch your life with my existence in it<\/span><\/p>

    To touch everything that is important to you<\/span><\/p>

    To touch you in your safe space,<\/span><\/p>

    With touch to share everyday life<\/span><\/p>

    I really wanted.<\/span><\/p>

    I failed.<\/span><\/p>

    \u00a0<\/p>

    \u00a0<\/p>

    1. This is my body, my face, my voice.<\/span><\/li><\/ol>

      I don’t like them.<\/span><\/p>

      I wish i had them more beautiful than they are<\/span><\/p>

      I wish i was more pretty,<\/span><\/p>

      Lighter for people to comprehend me,<\/span><\/p>

      I wish i was different<\/span><\/p>

      I wish i had all of my parts more likeable<\/span><\/p>

      But i don’t<\/span><\/p>

      I don’t and moreover —<\/span><\/p>

      I couldn’t.<\/span><\/p>

      Could never.<\/span><\/p>

      I can’t change them.<\/span><\/p>

      I wish i could put tons of plaster all over myself<\/span><\/p>

      To hide the sharp and sticking out parts,<\/span><\/p>

      Put a fake person on to do stuff for me<\/span><\/p>

      And the tragic thing — i know for sure they will be much more successful than me<\/span><\/p>

      But<\/span><\/p>

      Even if and when i don’t like myself<\/span><\/p>

      It doesn’t mean i’m not capable of great things.<\/span><\/p>

      Because i am.<\/span><\/p>

      —<\/span><\/p>

      This is my body, my face, my voice<\/span><\/p>

      I don’t like them.<\/span><\/p>

      I wish i was more beautiful<\/span><\/p>

      But i don’t<\/span><\/p>

      I’m just not<\/span><\/p>

      And i have to learn to live with that:<\/span><\/p>

      Find my worth beyond that noise<\/span><\/p>

      And honestly — despite everyone else’s opinion about me.<\/span><\/p>

      Despite that fancy and expensive «self love»<\/span><\/p>

      When i lack even self care.<\/span><\/p>

      —<\/span><\/p>

      This is my body, my face, my voice<\/span><\/p>

      I don’t like them<\/span><\/p>

      I wish i had something better<\/span><\/p>

      But i don’t<\/span><\/p>

      And I can’t<\/span><\/p>

      So i just have to make a masterpiece out of this shit bag —<\/span><\/p>

      Like if you have enough glitter and hot glue you can create anything, you just add more<\/span><\/p>

      (Gay joke)<\/span><\/p>

      I just Have to succeed because if anyone’s life is worth living<\/span><\/p>

      Then it includes mine as well.<\/span><\/p>

      Because I’m fucking capable of so many amazing things<\/span><\/p>

      And i’m so tired pretending i’m not.<\/span><\/p>

      I’m so tired of dimming myself for those who don’t give a shit about me<\/span><\/p>

      And never could.<\/span><\/p>

      And never will.<\/span><\/p>

      So i just have to do<\/span><\/p>

      Not even for myself,<\/span><\/p>

      coz sometimes that bitch’s pissing me off so hard i wish i could punch her<\/span><\/p>

      But for that little one who is constantly questioning one’s live and existence,<\/span><\/p>

      Who’s constantly told lies about how stupid and awful they are<\/span><\/p>

      Who constantly knows only fear and pain<\/span><\/p>

      Who’s so great they don’t know it because no fucking one ever told them this.<\/span><\/p>

      I just have to<\/span><\/p>

      For them<\/span><\/p>

      So they could hear<\/span><\/p>

      Unfortunately maybe the first time in their lives —<\/span><\/p>

      You are not stupid<\/span><\/p>

      You are not awful, you are not lazy<\/span><\/p>

      And for god’s sake — IT’S NOT YOUR FAULT.<\/span><\/p>

      It’s not.<\/span><\/p>

      It never was.<\/span><\/p>

      And<\/span><\/p>

      I’m proud of you<\/span><\/p>

      You’re doing so fucking great<\/span><\/p>

      You’re unique and you are a gift to this world.<\/span><\/p>

      Don’t rob the world of a chance to have the absolute pleasure of getting to know your light<\/span><\/p>

      And how bright you can shine.<\/span><\/p>

      And the last thing<\/span><\/p>

      You know<\/span><\/p>

      You are<\/span><\/p>

      So<\/span><\/p>

      Goddamn<\/span><\/p>

      Beautiful.<\/span><\/p>

      \u00a0<\/p>

      1. Don’t be such an ex that never leaves<\/span><\/li><\/ol>

        That keeps lingering around —<\/span><\/p>

        Silent presence of former pain<\/span><\/p>

        Don’t be an ex that never leaves<\/span><\/p>

        The fading notes of the final accord in a song<\/span><\/p>

        Are always the saddest<\/span><\/p>

        But<\/span><\/p>

        Don’t be an ex that never leaves<\/span><\/p>

        Don’t congratulate with holidays, special days, first\/last snow<\/span><\/p>

        Don’t pick on these old rusty wounds<\/span><\/p>

        Don’t be an ex that never leaves<\/span><\/p>

        Because you left me first<\/span><\/p>

        So what is this all about?<\/span><\/p>

        Why bother now?<\/span><\/p>

        Don’t be an ex that never leaves<\/span><\/p>

        Find someone new you can leave later, in a while<\/span><\/p>

        Do what you gotta do<\/span><\/p>

        But<\/span><\/p>

        Don’t be an ex that never leaves<\/span><\/p>

        Because if you left once<\/span><\/p>

        You’ll do it again<\/span><\/p>

        And i didn’t deserve that.<\/span><\/p>

        Don’t be an ex that never leaves<\/span><\/p>

        Have some self-respect<\/span><\/p>

        And<\/span><\/p>

        Leave\/live in piece<\/span><\/p>

        \u00a0<\/p>

        4. I sit with my pain<\/span><\/p>

        I don’t tell her «shhh»<\/span><\/p>

        I hug her<\/span><\/p>

        I let her spill all over me<\/span><\/p>

        Splashes and waves crashing on the walls of my existence<\/span><\/p>

        I write her and everything she has to say to me down<\/span><\/p>

        I make poetry out of my pain<\/span><\/p>

        I entertain her<\/span><\/p>

        I make her laugh<\/span><\/p>

        Buy new treats to try<\/span><\/p>

        Something different<\/span><\/p>

        To make my mind a little bit busy<\/span><\/p>

        Occupied with other stuff<\/span><\/p>

        To gain some rest<\/span><\/p>

        I don’t rush her<\/span><\/p>

        I’m very welcoming and warm<\/span><\/p>

        Because she<\/span><\/p>

        is me<\/span><\/p>

        And she deserves safety and care<\/span><\/p>

        I don’t push her to go away<\/span><\/p>

        Because i know<\/span><\/p>

        It will hurt<\/span><\/p>

        Until it can hurt no more<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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